I think sometimes I complain too much, or else get down just because certain things in life don’t go quite right, not quite the way I wanted.
But then, there are the days where everything goes SO MUCH better than what I wanted it to be. Today was one of those days. I will never forget it (mainly because of Kate making us take a mental memory picture of it all.) I was so happy. Looking back it seems surreal at how peaceful I was. I didn’t think about boys, my self-esteem or anything but how beautiful our day was becoming.
So yeah, reflecting on what makes me happy and I think this covers it all.
14th May 2012
1:35 am.
Sitting in bed crying.
Fuckkkkk
